I met an angel !!!

I am in love with you,
I confidently, proudly say this,
I smile every time, i say this,
I say this hundreds of times in a day,
Every time with the same passion and same feelings,
Even if i don't say, i still love you,

I want to thank you, that,
You introduced me to the world of love,
Otherwise, i would have never experienced,
this heavenly irresistible beauty of true love,

I was living in an illusion for years, until, 
I met you on that breathtaking starry night,
You came closer to me, and,
Looked into my eyes like never before,
I could feel your breath on mine,
You came a little bit closer and,
Took my hand into yours,
You gently caressed my hand with yours,

I was completely lost in you,
Hypnotized by your divine appearance,
You were still holding my hand, and,
I was looking at you without a blink,
Your face was glowing with an exception,
You looked like an angel in this starry night,

Then, You pulled me towards you,
To whisper something into my ears,
You pointed me in a direction,
and asked me to walk with you,
To discover the new definition of love,
To discover that love is unconditional,
It is beyond the worldly walls of wisdom,
I have been in love with you since that night,
I am still in love with you !!!

Who Am I ?

You have taken my soul with you,
leaving nothing behind in me,
leaving me colorless, with no beauty,
leaving me dumbfounded, clueless,

Yes, am alive,
Yes, am breathing,
Yes, I walk and i talk,
Yes, i do all what i am expected to do,

But, Something has changed in me,
I am not the same person i used to be,
I am different,
I was someone who would say,
I am the way i am, and,
I will not change myself for anyone,
Then, who am i ?
I do not recognize me any more,

I was some body else,
She used to smile, always,
She would burst into laughter on small things,
She would imagine silly things and smile on them,
She loved to build up stories on any topic in the world,
She loved to write,
She loved to dress up,
She was passionate about whatever she does,
She was ambitious and had the willpower to fulfill them,
Then, who am i ?

You not only took my soul from me,
You have taken my heart,
You have taken everything, I had,
My dreams, my passions, my ambitions,
I am no more me,
I am image of someone else !!!

I see you in my eyes ...

I am in love with you,
I say this and I smile,
I meet my own eyes in the mirror, I shy,
I shy away from your image in my eyes,
I hide my face in my hands, as if you are looking at me,

I can feel my heart beats running faster now, 
I can feel my breath getting heavier,
I can feel those cold shivers in my body,
I can feel your arms around my shoulders,

I close my eyes and i still see you
I see you in my dreams,
I see you everywhere, in every corner of my heart,
I feel you everywhere, in this air,
I feel you within me, taking me away from myself

I want to stop you,
I want to run away from you, 
I resent, I suffer, I repel,
I burn in agony of your imaginary existence,
I feel awkward in my own silence,

I promised not to say this again, But,
I want to tell you some day, that,
I am still in love with you,
I have always been in love with you,

I look back in the mirror, I smile,
I still see you in my eyes !!!

Uljhi Hui Ye Meri Zindagi !!!

Tooti bikhari kuch unkahi, Uljhi hui Apne hi dhago me,

Kat ti jaa rahi hai meri zindagi !!!

Resham jaisi malmali lagti kabhi,
Kabhi khusk khayalo ki tarah ubharati,

Mere hi payal ke ghungroo ke jaisi,
Kabhi tadapti kabhi chanakti meri zindagi !!!

Kabhi to bekauf bin kisi baat hans deti hai,
Duniya ka darr ise satata kabhi,
Kasmkash ke dariya me gote lagati,
Bhawar me fasi, doobti kabhi ubharti meri zindagi !!!

Tooti bikhari kuch unkahi, Uljhi hui Apne hi dhago me,
Dekha to kuch gaanthe pad gayi hai,
Sochati hun kholne ki koshish karun,
Pur dhaage nazuk bahut hain, Kholna hai mujhe inhe dhyaan se,
Phir bhi kuch Dhaage toot Gaye Aur Kuch choot Gaye,
ab wo tute udhade dhaage tadap rahe hain,
Mujhe bula rahe hain,
Thoda Paas jaakar dekha Maine, tab samajh aaya,
Ye mere hi dil ke kuch tukde pade hain,
Kuch tute hue rishtey Aur kuch armaan pade hain !!!

Armaano se saji doli lagti kabhi,
Kabhi band pinjare me kaid chatpatati,
Khule aasmaan me baadlo ke beech,
Kabhi jhilmilati dhoop aur kabhi thandi chaon hai meri zindagi !!!

Pankh lagakar udti kabhi,
Kabhi Ek kadam badane se bhi katraati,
Tere mere is benaam rishtey ki tarah,
Kabhi sajti sawarti Aur kabhi bikharti meri zindagi !!!

Love Never Dies !!!

I am in love with you today,

Though I was in love with you yesterday also,
And, Tomorrow, I might not be here to love you.

I am using this opportunity today to express my feelings for you,
A journey of my passion and gratitude for you.

I want to say,
I have been in love with you, from the moment I saw you,
I loved you madly, desperately, deeply, passionately, Every possible way I could love you,
If you were not around me, I always looked for you,
Each of my heart beat reminds me that it's only you,
You said, move on, I still love you,
You said, I am crazy, I still care for you,
You are within me and I could never separate you.

If I die tomorrow,

Come and hold me tight in your arms,
Give me a kiss on my forehead,
And, say, 
If I get one more life, If it exists as saint say,
Then you would be mine,
You would love me with the same passion i loved you,
You would never keep me waiting,
You would never let me go,
You would realize all my dreams,
You would give me love, care and respect that I missed in this life from you.
You would become my world for me.

If I die tomorrow,

Include me in one of your poem,
Dedicate it to me,
And make me immortal,
Then,
I will be within you and you will be within me, for forever.

A sparrow came to meet me today

A sparrow came to meet me today in my room !!!

I woke up early morning today unlike other Saturdays when i sleep till late. Saturday is only day in the entire week with no alarms ON and i enjoy watching dreams. I like to sleep till the time my body doesn't start aching.

My parents were fast asleep at that time so i freshen up and started reading novel. All of a sudden, i noticed, a sparrow has entered my room. She probably entered into the room from the small window above the front door of my room. She was wandering from tube light to CFL to bulb holders to FAN, almost every place in my room looking for an exit but unfortunately, she couldn't find it. I was enjoying the company of the sparrow as no one else was awake in my home. I wanted to act selfish so that i don't loose her. After watching her for a while, i decided to help the sparrow and opened up both the front doors of my room but it was still so dark for her to identify the way clearly.

she was meticulously trying to exit this big cage which she is not experienced to. She likes to fly freely unlike human who think at every step. To help her, i opened up the back door of my room which i hardly use. As soon as i reached the door, beautiful golden sun rays filled my room and me with energy, excitement and happiness. I felt peace in my heart like never before. I felt like i hadn't done in the recent times. It was an startling and astonishing experience for me.

Sparrow followed the sun rays and exit from the back door. She was my company, my friend and angel for the time she was with me. Sometimes, uninvited magical moments becomes unforgettable memory. Then, it becomes visible that some hidden, invisible mythical power holds me each moment of my life.